I am laughing at myself. Note to self: Don’t stay up most of the night and get 6 hours of sleep several days in a row. My fears from 1 YEAR AGO crept up to the surface last night and how I chose to respond was to say: WTF!? Oh well, fuck it! I’m still going to be ME 100% because not everyone can handle my BADASSERY. And then some awesome souls informed me that Facebook has, indeed, made even more bogus changes to their platform. Again (but this time, let’s chant it in unison because it applies to ALL of us AMAZING souls): WTF!? Oh well, fuck it! I’m still going to be ME 100% because not everyone can handle my BADASSERY. Note: the above affirmation makes for a great Mastering Manifasting journaling exercise! THOSE PESKY FEARS
We all have several hundreds of thousands of fears and worries. And most of them revolve around a central theme having to do with self-worth and acceptance. Yeah, we like to be original and authentic and STAND OUT from the masses. Nonetheless, we still want to be included because it’s part of being human. It’s innate, it’s biology, it’s mammal-like. It’s SCIENCE. But, how do you respond when those pesky fears come buzzing around you again (but in a different angle to try and mask your central fear theme)? Really. How do you CHOOSE to respond? Do you shoo it away? Do you scream and stomp and cry and cry out, “woe is me!” How do you RESPOND? For example, last night I had a self pity-party for about 30 minutes and decided to “air out” my fears through my own transparency on Facebook. I had a fear 1 year ago that when my financial success would come into play I would lose the very same souls I want to help because I feared they would no longer think I am “one of them.” This was a money block I was detaching from and releasing for most of 2018. HOLY SHIFT! Have I leveled the fuck UP in the past 2 months! 2 MONTHS! I went from constantly thinking, “receiving money is hard” to now thinking, “eh, money is money, it’s whatever! It loves me and I love it and it doesn’t mean I’m selfish, or greedy, or shallow (insert whatever else negative vibes people associate to money energy).” I used to think that in order to be successful in helping others I would have to suffer WITH them, but at the same time lead by example to level UP out of the struggle as a whole. Now, I realize this “struggle” and “suffer” concept needs to hit the road, bye Felicia! Thank you, NEXT! One can STILL lead and help all of the AMAZING souls on this planet AND continue to receive financial blessings because we are spiritual hustlers (we kick ASS 24/7 being in flow and alignment with the Universe SERVING the Universe and SERVING humanity). Money is an exchange of energy and that’s all it is. I KNOW this. I was ALLOWING my fears in 2018 around money control me and keep me feeling stuck. As soon as I literally let it go and released my fears and worry about “what would others think of me if I receive huge financial blessings?” BAM! My financial blessings emerged within 2 weeks! Seriously. FEAR IS FEAR, BUT YOU DECIDE
We will never be able to be fully free from our fears. This is just something that will NEVER happen. It is what it is and this is just the way it’s going to be. So accept it. Embrace that it is. BUT… You get to DECIDE how you CHOOSE to respond to your fears. Like last night, I decided to have a self pity-party for 30 minutes or so. And then I went to bed (really late) and woke up this morning laughing when these amazing souls told me about the Facebook changes. Haha! Insert human eye-roll. Everything happens for a reason and for your soul’s HIGHEST happiness. I was defiant last night and I’m still defiant today: My fear of worrying others will think I am no longer one of them because of my financial blessings is really just that. It’s JUST a fear and worry. I am still me, I still have my morals, and I still have my purpose-work. And I still WANT to serve the Universe and humanity. And I am STILL giving back to charities and organizations. I AM me, 100%. Take it or leave it. Money is a byproduct of listening to your soul’s calling and doing your purpose-work. Money is the whipped cream topping on your sundae life. Money is just paper, or it’s a chocolate bar, or it’s an orgasm, it’s WHATEVER and HOWEVER you CHOOSE it to be. ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR FEAR AND RELEASE
Whenever you have a fear or worry buzzing around you, acknowledge it’s there and move on. Focus on what you WANT to focus on because it’s just that: it’s JUST a fear and worry. Nothing more. Nothing concrete. Not even tangible. It’s a thought and that’s all it is. Don’t give it more power than necessary. I know you are a mammal and it’s mammal-like, but acknowledge it and RELEASE it. Let it go. Let it pass through you. ALLOW your good-feeling and happy thoughts to permeate throughout your entire soul! Let yourself radiate, let yourself shine, and let yourself be 100% YOU because YOU matter, beautiful soul! PS- I’m giving away 2 FREE signed books to 2 Sensational Souls on February 1st! In order to enter, go to my website to “subscribe to Manifest It!” and get the FREE training on the main page! BONUS! If you tag your friends in my Facebook post containing my giveaway information, and they enter, you and your friends get TWO entries into the drawing! And there’s MORE: We are soon reaching 50 members for my FREE 2-Day workshop I am doing in honor of my new book, Don’t Feel Stuck in Love!So, if you haven’t joined the group yet, get in it because I am sharing my OWN Manifasting Love methods with YOU and giving you a sneak peek of my new book! Join the FREE workshop here: Manifesting REAL Love with EASE: the 2-Day Workshop! I’m launching my 1:1 3-month SEXY Money! How to Get on the Receiving End of Your Abundance program VERY SOON! If you are interested in working with me 1:1 for 12 weeks, send me a message and I’ll give you all the details of this transforming money Manifasting journey! It’s time to CLEAR OUT what is no longer serving you around your mental money blocks. I was able to release my money shit in 2018 and I got myself out of $29K debt SO FAST! Now it’s YOUR turn to receive ALL your financial success. You’ve got this! Your soul will thank you. Have a beautiful weekend! |
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