I’ve made a mistake. Actually, I’ve made many mistakes. I’ve made SO MANY mistakes where I literally have conversation in my head going something like this: Why would you think it’s…? Why would you think this way? Oh my gosh, you are such a blonde! What were you thinking?? You’re such a dumbass! Why is everything so much easier for others and you keep screwing it all up!? God, you’re so stupid. Yep. I’ve had these types of conversations with myself several times over the years. I still have them from time to time even now. And today was another one of those times. I made a mistake in my work with the physicists. I felt stupid. I felt dumb. I felt incompetent. I felt alone in my dumbassery. But you know what? It’s just a story I choose to tell myself. Just because I feel this way about myself right now…does it make it true? Sure, I’m not the smartest person in the world, but I’m not EVERYTHING I tell myself who I am. Unless I choose to believe I’m that person. Same goes with regards to others and who they tell you who you are. Do you think their story they tell themselves about you is real and true? No…not unless you choose it to be. Okay, so you make mistakes. Okay, so you slip up sometimes. Okay, so you fall down and roll down the hill sometimes. But, that doesn’t mean you aren’t making progress with your dreams and desires in life. It doesn’t mean you aren’t ManiFASTing everything you crave to have and experience in every realm of your physical sphere. Everything you tell yourself is a story because it’s your own perception of your reality. You get to choose. I make mistakes several times per day, most of the time I just laugh and move on because I give myself permission to move on from it. I want you to do that for yourself, too, because you are a child of the Universe. You are a child of Mother Nature. You ARE amazing just the way you ARE. I’m choosing this for you, so choose it for yourself, too! If I gave up after the first 50 mistakes I made in year one of CHOSEN ManiFASTing, I wouldn’t be where I am today. If I threw in the towel all those days I seriously felt like throwing in the towel with regards to my business and all my hopes and dreams, I wouldn’t be where I am today. If I done did every single time I said, “I’m DONE” to my boyfriend over the past 3 years, I wouldn’t be where I am today. Keep going. Keep taking daily steps. Keep putting reminder alarms in your phone to have a date with manifesting your desires because your daily steps (no matter how big or small they may seem to you) ARE communicating to the Universe what you’ve ordered to receive. Trust the process, be gentle with yourself, and tell yourself: (insert your name), you ROCK! You’re a total Badass at life! You’re amazing, keep going. Remember, the Universe works behind the scenes 99% of the time before you “see” it with your eyes (because you don’t see with your eyes, you really see with your mind). You’ve got this! |
XOXO Jaclyn |